What a whirlwind the last 3 months have been, holy hot damn. I am probably ten pounds heavier, my tits are so big Walmart doesn’t carry my size anymore and I have spent the better part of the last two weeks throwing up.
That has started to change. I shit you not, yesterday and today I woke up and only threw up a little. I am still pretty exhausted but I am starting to feel more like myself. It doesn’t seem like much but I can’t remember the last time I hadn’t spent two hours throwing up in the morning.
Emotions are still insane to deal with, I have to remind myself often of the facts so I stay on track lol
Has been amazing, I am pushing really hard to be the person they need me to be while balancing life with kids and pregnancy.
Oh man, I love having them back. Having them again has me so freaking excited to bring this blessing into the world. I know no matter what I won’t end up lonely and alone haha I got two of the coolest darn kids already, I can’t wait for another.
Is so big I have been wearing dresses more and more often. I only have one pair of jeans that work now… the maternity ones I bought by accident haha.
Pho and raspberry jam and cheese on toast.
I’m doing my best to build a real life for myself and opening up my life to new possibilities. My baby is alive, its healthy and I am so excited to be a mother to one more kid. I will focus on that and things will get better!